Name: §hëRmàÏñê Lëê
Age: 19
D.O.B: 16/2/88
School: PLMGPS, DHS, VJC, SMU Econs n Business Mgt
Class: 05S22, 4I'04 n 2J'02
Email: wad2do@hotmail.com
Fav. colours: Pink, blue, white
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Friday, September 28, 2007
i am in a horrible mood.
let me paste my next week's schduele here
Monday
9-12 COMM101 meeting GSR 1.1
12-315 TWC class
7-9 COMM101 run-thru
Tuesday
Wednesday
LTB quiz
COMM101 presentation
Submit LTB journal
Thursday
Stats class. Stats quiz
NYAA Gold award ceremony
Friday
12pm Intermediate Maths for Econs Mid-term test
don't u think that it sux.
Posted at 09:22 pm by make-me-smile
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Thursday, September 27, 2007
Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never met.
True love never dies as we see in our eyes, only when we let go that we can truly say goodbye.
Real loss only occurs when you lose something that you love more than yourself.
I thought I loved her, but she had to break my heart for me to know what true love really is.
The bad things in life open your eyes to the good things you weren't paying attention to before.
Time goes by, life goes on, and all I can think of is why you're gone.
A break up is like a broken mirror. It is better to leave it broken than hurt yourself trying to fix it.
Memories are the best souvenirs.
I should have been more careful. I was blinded by your halo, so I never noticed the horns.
If I could have one lifetime wish, one wish that would come true, I'd pray to God with all my heart, for yesterday...and you!
It's a horrible thing to see your lost love walk past you with another guy, and it's the worst thing to know that you made a mistake in letting her go.
I can't escape the thought of you. Even in my dreams you are there. It's not fair how you’re gone, and how you're moving on so fast, while I am still living in the past.
I was finally getting over you and actually believing I didn't need you. I was finally accepting you had another guy. Then you smiled at me and ruined it all.
Don't ever give up if you still want to try, don't ever wipe your tears if you still want to cry. Don't ever settle for an answer if you still want to know. Don't ever say you don't love her if you can't let her go.
How can I forget you when you’re always on my mind? How can I not want you when your all I want inside? How can I let you go when I can't see us apart? How can I not love you when you control my heart?
Learn to love someone who would never make you cry. If she hurts you real bad, then why don't you just say goodbye. You see, women are not worthy of precious tears, they just make us look terrible so please remember that my dear.
I thought that by telling myself and everyone else that I hated you. That sooner or later I would come to believe it.
But I now realize that by lying, it makes me want you even more.
Parting of loving someone is learning to let go.
A failing love is like desperately hanging on to something precious; not wanting to give up, but your hands feel the pain. And, when you finally let go, you're free from any pain, but your hands are empty.
When speaking of lost love, time may heal all wounds, but there will always be scars.
Breaking up is not a stupid thing; instead it makes you a better person and realize your mistakes.
No matter how much it'll hurt me to see you, my most loved lost one, all that I wish is look into your eyes once again.
I'm not saying there wasn't anything wrong, I just didn't think you'd ever get tired of me. I'm not saying we ever had the right to hold on, I just didn't wanna let it get away from me.
Letting go of someone dear to you is hard, but holding on to someone who doesn't even feel the same is much harder. Giving up doesn't mean you are weak! It only means that you are strong enough to let go!
What do you live for when all you were living for is gone?
A distant cry is love lost, but the sound of laughter is one that'll last forever, whatever that may be.
Losing you is like losing my heart.
Take a look at what you have. Think of all you did to get it. Remember it only takes one second to lose.
Fate brought you back to me, this time I won't let you leave. I'm gonna love you until the end.
Loving you was easy, losing you was hard. Loving you is still easy, but knowing you are no longer mine, is the hardest of it all.
They say no matter how dark the night is, the sun always rises again ... I say lost love makes one realize that no matter how bright the day is, the sun will always set again.
Once you find someone you really love try your hardest not to lose them, because you will never get over the feeling of loneliness.
A lost love is never lost unless what's lost is the love for your lover.
If you could choose between life and death you would almost rather die, love is fun but hurts so much the price you pay is high. And so I say don't fall in love, you will get hurt before your through. You see my friend, I ought to know, I fell in love with you.
One day you'll love me, the way I loved you. One day you'll think of me the way I thought of you. One day you'll cry for me, the way I cried for you. One day you'll want me, but I won't want you.
Even if he doesn't like me tomorrow, I knew he loved me yesterday.
You said you didn't want to see me get hurt, so does that mean you closed your eyes when I cried?
I thought I'd forget you, but I guess I forgot to.
Don't say we're not right for each other, the way I see it, we're not meant for anyone else.
Loving you was easy, losing you was hard. Loving you is still easy, but knowing you are no longer mine, is the hardest of it all.
They say no matter how dark the night is, the sun always rises again ... I say lost love makes one realize that no matter how bright the day is, the sun will always set again.
Once you find someone you really love try your hardest not to lose them, because you will never get over the feeling of loneliness.
A lost love is never lost unless what's lost is the love for your lover.
If you could choose between life and death you would almost rather die, love is fun but hurts so much the price you pay is high. And so I say don't fall in love, you will get hurt before your through. You see my friend, I ought to know, I fell in love with you.
One day you'll love me, the way I loved you. One day you'll think of me the way I thought of you. One day you'll cry for me, the way I cried for you. One day you'll want me, but I won't want you.
Even if she doesn't like me tomorrow, I knew she loved me yesterday.
You said you didn't want to see me get hurt, so does that mean you closed your eyes when I cried?
I thought I'd forget you, but I guess I forgot to.
Don't say we're not right for each other, the way I see it, we're not meant for anyone else.
You left me suddenly, but I know some day you and I will once again be together.
I cry because I know he doesn't feel the way I do. I cry because I think of how pathetic I am, and I cry because I think I'll be crying forever.
Sometimes we tend to be in despair when the person we love leaves us, but the truth is, it's not our loss, but theirs, for they left the only person who wouldn't give up on them.
The biggest mistake in my life that I have ever done was to let you go. And, now I realize that you will never come back to me.
Some people say the worst way to miss someone is when they are right next to you and you know you can't have them, but it's worse when you thought you didn't want them anymore and then all of a sudden you realize you can't live without them.
There are reasons we met, reasons for the good and the bad times, and more importantly, a reason to an end. We have more to learn, more to experience, and more loving left in this lifetime.
The worst thing is holding on to someone who doesn't want to be held on to.
I can't believe she's gone, I thought love would last but I was wrong.
Days continue to pass, stars continue to shine. Why do I have tears in my eyes today when he was NEVER mine?
A million words wouldn't bring you back. I know because I've tried. Neither would a million tears. I know because I've cried!
There's only one thing I regret doing, loving the girl who didn't love me, and forgetting the one who did.
It's hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone, when you're heart still does.
Love is letting go of the one you love, hoping that they will come back to you when they realize what they have lost.
The time runs slowly...just like my tears.
Should I hate you because you hurt me? Or should I love you because you made me feel special?
It is now one of my biggest regrets in this life: not to have seen the extent of your love for me.
I will never regret loving you, only believing you loved me too.
If your love does not work with that person, it just means that someone else loves you more.
When you have loved unconditionally one man and lost that love, it leaves a wound that never heals, a sad and broken heart, a void forever.
We cannot beg someone to stay if they want to leave and be with someone else. We have to admit that love doesn't give us the license to own a person. This is what love means...sacrifice.
If the truth was told instead of a lie, then the pain would go away sooner and not hurt as much.
It really hurts when you expected so much more from the person you once loved so much.
If you can't save the relationship, at least save your pride.
Falling in love is awfully simple, but falling out of love is simply awful.
The saddest thing in life is loving someone who used to love you.
No one realizes the beauty of love, until you lose it.
Why do we wait until it is too late? Why do we let someone else have what we were too scared to reach out and take?
The most painful thing is to be sitting right next to the person you love most, but never being able to let them know.
Deep down you knows it's best for yourself, but you hate the thought of her being with someone else.
Sometimes I wish I had never met you because then I could go to bed at night not knowing there was someone like you out there.
I wish I was a kid again, because skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts.
When I go away please listen, for the wind will bring you my words of goodbye.
People say that love doesn't cost, but then again, why do so many people pay for it?
Why do things have to pass you by? The things that are so irreplaceable, they seem to run by without giving us the chance to see how much we've just lost.
If I can't have you, at least i was able to know I had you.
The one who makes me the happiest, is always the one who is already taken.
A heart breaking isn't always as loud as a bomb exploding.. Sometimes it can be as quiet as a feather falling.. And the most painful thing is, no one really hears it, except you..
I wish you could look at me and see the person you once loved instead of the person you have grown to hate.
Sailing across the seas, a fisherman asks me, 'What is the sand scattered for miles made up of?' 'Dear Friend O! The broken hearts of a million lovers on the earth .. all scattered ...... all scattered......'.
Someday you'll know, that I was the one for you.
Don't make my mistake. Don't let yourself be so angry that you stop loving. Because one day you'll wake up from that anger, and the person you love will be gone.
I close my eyes just to try and see you smile one more time, but it's been so long all I do is cry. Can't we find some love to take this away? 'Cause the pain gets stronger everyday.
Now I believe it when people say love is blind... 'cause I must have been blind to love a person like you.
How can I promise you forever when tomorrow is so far away from me? How can I dry your tears when I have a bleeding heart inside of me? how can I ever forget you when your name is etched so deep within me?
Maybe if I had just looked away that first night you came towards me, everything would be different and my heart wouldn't be breaking right now.
Love... Why does it hurt? Why does it ache? Maybe because we love too much and too deep that sometimes we forget to keep a little for ourselves...sad but true.
Oftentimes we say goodbye to the person we love without wanting to. Though that doesn’t mean that we've stopped loving them or we've stopped to care. Sometimes goodbye is a painful way to say I love you.
If the human body can live with food and water, then why does it feel like I can't live without you?
If someone you love breaks your heart, cry a river, build a bridge, and get over it.
Don't make my mistake. Don't let yourself be so angry that you stop loving. Because one day you'll wake up from that anger, and the person you love will be gone.
Posted at 01:11 pm by make-me-smile
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Wednesday, September 26, 2007
hahaha..
i love smu!! realli realli do
ok. so u read my prev blog post long long ago. 6 wks to be exact..
maybe u're thinking. what caused this change?!?
or maybe u're thinking. why did shermaine update her blog again?
okok be patient. 1 at a time..
1st... ok my prev fears were somewhat true yet untrue. though they were true. i still managed 2 enjoy d camps regardless. haha.. made new frens n had a great load of fun..
official lessons has started!! sighsigh.
stressed sia.. proj proj proj more proj n presentatns..
too many alr sia.. yAwn..
ok. since i am tired. shall keep this short.
2nd qn. i updated my blog. cos i realised that CHUNYI added me to her links on HER blog. CHUNYI are u reading this?!?!
den i realised that innocent ppl who went to her blog and clicked on my link would be let down by the lack of content on MY blog.. so started updating
hopefully i will keep my word.
check this space for more info..
wahahaha..
Posted at 10:05 pm by make-me-smile
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Monday, August 06, 2007
i went 2 sch today for an econs academic briefing. in case u didnt noe, i pon-ed d econs camp due to my own unjustified fear and stupidity. okok, i was having PMS and a stupid fever, den like sat thru the 3 hr briefing alone. dey had some refreshments in btw bt i juz stayed in the conf hall by myself. every1 had frens, were having a lot of fun. i felt like a total idiot n dreading sch now. =(
wah.. its d 1st time i did nt utter a single word while gg to sch. no1 to talk to. felt this super overwhelming sense of despair sia. den saw my econs camp grp (recognised dem fr pre-camp dinner), den dey seemed so closely bonded. wished there was a hole in the ground to swallow me up sia. never felt so useless before. like i'm always d one surrounded by ppl, by good frens, and hardly hav to be alone. felt like i was invisible k.
hope everything is fine when sch starts. feel so vulnerable and lonely. like went for business camp, which was gr8, made new frens! bt like in econs fac (my pri deg) i like dunno ppl. n every1 is hanging out wif their grps. grrr. guess its no one's fault but mine!
Posted at 10:37 pm by make-me-smile
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Saturday, July 28, 2007
working now. CCC camp roxs!
I'm working now in Singtel mobile billing.. v bored. at least there r not so many calls this sat..its my last sat here b4 sch starts.. honestly i tink this job is ok. d pay is good. the people are nice. haha. its just that im so so tired now after SMU Campus crusade for christ (CCC) camp yesterday..
the camp is actually fr thur-sat. bt i left on fri nite arnd 11+ to midnite due to...*drumroll*.. guess wad. work! bleahs doesnt take a genius to figure it out. will miss my colleagues loads. esp madeline n stellar =( haiz.. haha.
working once a wk is quite nice honestly, at least got money coming in!
okie. back to CCC camp. it was realli realli fun.. grp3 rox! didnt expect to enjoy myself so much! haha.. was a great time of worshipping God, fellowship and sharing. the games were cool too! I loved the prayer labyrinth n peter's walk where i went thru the time Peter had with Jesus. It was so real!.. u can ask me for more info if u want. hard 2 type everything here.. bt it was cool n i loved it a lot!
d games were cool too. n i had honey n fruit loops on my face, ppl shampooing my hair 4 me 2 get foam, water bombed at a distance etc.. had a burger cookout too! cant remb when was d last time i enjoyed a camp so much.
hehe. call came in le. hafta ans! haha blog another time
Posted at 03:38 pm by make-me-smile
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Sunday, July 22, 2007
decided to update my blog again.. so lets juz see who stumbles on it.. tink a blog is realli a personal space. so dun mind if no1 reads it..
bleahx. i am soo sian. gg to smu to do double deg in econs n business mgt. hav econs camp tml. totally feel like poning it. kinda afraid of whether it will be raunchy like d camps i heard n whether i'll enjoy myself.
had a pre-camp dinner last thur n im still nt v comfortable wif d ppl dere. oh well, a 2 day 1 nite camp cant kill u rite?
bt i hav this feeling of dread. is it hard to make a standard nt to drink cos im a christian? or whether i can avoid forfeits?
i cant dance. juz cant. so wad if i hav to do an erotic dance for a forfeit. *shudders*
totally traumatised now after i heard wad my frens went thru in other camps! argh.. is it a right choice? bt all uni camps r like dis! i'm nt a prude or a bore usu (i hope) so i dunno wad's wrong wif me!
tink im like dis whenever i go to a new env. =( apprehensive, afraid, ... used to be excited abt the camp. now totally dread it! haiz....
Posted at 07:28 pm by make-me-smile
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Saturday, April 22, 2006
hmmm. is it true dat when you're on the phone with some1, smile, and the person can hear your smile? juz read dat in an email yong bin sent.. think d logic is like quite cool.. =) maybe i shall try dat nxt time..
anywae feeling really stressed 2dae.. maybe cos bio test nxt wk, chem test wk after nxt, econs test week after dat i tink.. realised dat there r lotsa stuff i dunno yet.. feeling realli demoralised after d last common test.. had DEEO.. yucks.. fr BBCD to DEEO.. =| super lousy rite..
+_+" feeling tired rather easily recently too.. n it's so nt bcos i've been working too hard or bcos i'm not sleeping enuff.. i can't be anaemic rite.. better not larz..
dis wk is d last wk of gym duty le.. mixed feelings.. kinda happy cos nxt wk tue is d day b4 bio test. n i so do not want 2 do duty on the day b4.. bt i'll miss the thought of the yr2 instructors being in d gym everyday after sch.. so i'll alwayz hav some frens somewhere whenever sch ends.. n gym duty can be quite fun too.. dat i have 2 admit, laughing n joking wif the tue ppl ie. me, chun yi, boon tat, wen xiang..
veri soon, in a few weeks time i'll be cca-less which means dat A levels are getting nearer n nearer.. argh..
sorrie.. feeling realli burnt out 2dae.. typing crap basically
Posted at 09:47 pm by make-me-smile
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Thursday, April 13, 2006
 SPORTS DAY 05s22 Aquila Champions!!!
wahaha..
A-Q-U-I Aqui, aquila
A-Q-U-I Aqui, aquila
A-Q-U-I Aqui, aquila YEAH
We are the CHAMPIONS!!! Girls 1st, Guys 1st, OVERALL 1st!!
woah.. feeling super high now.. juz came home from celebrating zam's bdae at the rooftop of parkway parade.. yes, u heard it right, at the ROOFTOP OF PARKWAY PARADE.. haha.. at the open air carpark.. it was so nice n peaceful.. at least it was b4 the noisy and enthu 05s22 came.. =)
pegasus also came.. namely andy n huili's class. s1 dunno wad.. n the vip's too.. is it 05v13? can't remember la. super bad at remembering classes in vj.. all a big mesh of numbers..
anywae i had real fun 2dae.. glad i didn't pon sports day after all.. it was nicenice.. esp cos we won.. n s22 rawks.. we won cheerleading too.. if u wanna see it, juz search "aquila cheerleading" on www.youtube.com go take a look k..
AQUILA rawks!
Posted at 10:35 pm by make-me-smile
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Wednesday, April 12, 2006
haha since ze hong juz now said i veri long nv update n i've been scolded by many of u cos u all check my blog in vain. i shall update it..
haven't been coming online la.. so of course nv update lor.. life has been going on as usual 4 me.. quite happy cos life's great.. tml got sports day.. n release of pw results.. kinda scared actually..
came home abt 8+ juz now.. went 2 buy fren's bdae present wif hnf ppl.. =| wah. why so many ppl's bdae in apr 1..
hmm.. juz now we inflated 2 HUGE exercise balls.. u noe those u can bounce? it's like soo cool. can u imagine dis gigantic thing growing n growing? lolx. it's only cool once u get 2 do it la.. den we were quite sotong. didn't noe how 2 put in the stopper. so we pushed the tube that is meant for the air pump inside. had 2 mobilise a few "strong" guys n pliers 2 yank it out..
life's really good lor.. been having prayer n worship sessions in sch. it's so cool. esp as Good Friday and Easter is coming.. Xiu fen wants 2 eat some easter eggs.. so do i.. yummy.. maybe i shall make my own dis yr..
kinda distrated now.. shall update more tml i guess. haha
thanks 4 not giving up on me. i'll update de
Posted at 09:00 pm by make-me-smile
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Friday, March 31, 2006
wahaha.. d sch was in an uproar 2dae.. when i came into sch.. there was red n white tape blocking the concourse.. had 2 climb over n under the tape 2 get to d canteen.. which was super messy. looked like some typhoon blew into it. all the tables n benches upside down n on top of each other.. had a leaning tower of vj too..
when i reached sch kena tricked by wx.. he said my button came out.. got a shock.. haha.. bt it was funnie when i watched all the hnf instructos who came after me get tricked one by one..
national anthem was played by the chinese orchestra.. lolx.. super lame man.. n the victorian anthem was like played by some noisy, out of tune, rhythmless band.. cmi man.. bt we had a good laugh.. u hav 2 be dere 2 understand..
hnf wanted 2 put weights 2 block the LT doors.. bt didn't get approval in time =(
haha dere was the tape blocking the LT doors too.. n some weird cardboard hands on the barrier at the gate.. looked quite weird.. n got spear like things along the walkway to the sch.. n got a sign dat said "VJC petrol station" on the entrance.. the signboard realli does look like a petolstation..
it was realli funnie.. hahaha.. best early april fools ever.. lol 
Posted at 10:05 pm by make-me-smile
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